words;
abouts;
shits;
rivermaya
close your eyes,
dry your tears.
cos when nothing seems clear,
u'll be safe here.
when the light disappears,
and when this world's insincere,
u'll be safe here.
when nobody hears you scream,
i'll scream with you.
u'll be safe here
when no one understands,
i'll believe.
u'll be safe..
u'll be safe..
u'll be safe here.
put your heart in my hands,
u'll be safe here..
sábado, junio 12, 2004
hmm lets jus talk abt today. went back to sch for chem pract. didnt feel like doing oso. jus slack thru. den rushed outta sch to meet boon they all. saw her in the car at the gate, stopped n jus looked for a while. n continued rushing. den reach there liao nobody was there, thx for fooling me. n no one told me bout the change in meeting time. thx. realli pissed. wadeva. so came home instead. jus slacked around, den my aunt n cousin came. n aft dat went to met the class at imm. i was the only guy, along wif 4 gals who bullied me. fine. wadeva. den yx n sms came. den bought the stuffs. er cost $86+. oh ya. n i haven paid for it. damn. someone remind me pls. den bought ice cream. den walked to je mrt. n went to dover to meet the rest. 18 was there. den 3 more came. still not bad la the attendance. den went there liao went to open the karaoke rm wif jiawei, pat, screw n jov. den jov n pat were singing wif no music on. n the mic sucks la. haha. ya tts about it. n went to help out abit. wif the fire, n helped to cook the taiwan lanjiao. den slacked n eat abit lor. den was bz cooking bacon liao. n ying ying wanted to compete wif me. haha. she put too much hunnie la. though its sweet n quite nice, but jus like jiawei said, cant taste the bacon itself. nvm. diff pple haf diff taste. yup. n they were pulling pple into the pool. me n pat ran as we were the only one left. n leslie joined us, he was wet frm knee down. n was playing hide n seek. kindda weird, caught in the middle situation hapened. so jus ran here ran there. den went home wif pat n steph. tts bout it. n pat take care of ur finger yeah, dun think too much bout.. u noe.
hmm. i guess im feeling better now. but maybe i shld write the stupid crap i thought of for days. a mini thesis maybe. well.. wad is the meaning of life anw? death? i suppose so. we all live to die, no matter we're rich, poor, gdlooking, ugly, loved, hated, etc. n u live to experience happines n sadness. yup. jus like love. u feel happy cos of love. u feel sad cos of love. perhaps its better to give it a miss, miss the happiness n the sadness. i dunno. sometimes i do envy monks. they dun hav to worry bout much. jus the cleanliness of the monestary, learn some wushu? pray? guess thats all. maybe abt meals? no worries bout love at all, no such crap. perhaps its jus better to be a monk? haha i dunno. i'll jus wait n c. life jus isnt fair, i experience more sadness than happiness. but this is jus life, it has nv been fair. if it was, we would all be the same, no difference at all. aha.. crazy me. we live to die. we wait for death. can i jus die? n put an end to the sadness? haha.
yeah tts wad i felt. but im better now. dun worry. yeah. take cares all of u. cheer up eh. cheer up too myself. n esp u.. u can do it, jus believe in urself. success is jus around the corner. =]
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