words;
abouts;
shits;
rivermaya
close your eyes,
dry your tears.
cos when nothing seems clear,
u'll be safe here.
when the light disappears,
and when this world's insincere,
u'll be safe here.
when nobody hears you scream,
i'll scream with you.
u'll be safe here
when no one understands,
i'll believe.
u'll be safe..
u'll be safe..
u'll be safe here.
put your heart in my hands,
u'll be safe here..
martes, julio 06, 2004
woke up dis morning. dis fucking com was beeping. didnt noe wtf was wrong wif it la. zzzz. so jus offed it when i woke up. den my mom came to kp me abt the com. yea wadeva. like its my fault liddat? n she said the com will oso beep when my bro play cm. ya like u said. my bro play cm. my bro play u go kp him la. kp me abt him like got fuck use liddat? den she started whining n shit like dat. saying i was a jinx, nightmare etc. u name it, she'd said it. everytime oso liddat. sometimes she'll say things like im messing up her life n always whine "save my life.." aft i did a minor mistake (stuffs like a messy table will take ur life meh?). wadeva. im sick n tired of living. seriously. when yan told me to stab her wif a knife. i said sure, if she'll stab me back too. why not? put an end to the sufferings. fucked up world, fucked up mom. zzz. yeah maybe she's right. im a fucking jinx. im a fucking nightmare. so jus fucking kill me. maybe without me, the world would be better off, my family much better off n maybe she'll be better without my presence. im like waiting for the dae to come. the dae when u'll see on straits times, "teen knocked down". im not alive now. im only but an existance. i hav no meaning in life. i live for nothing. yea. jus fucking kill me will ya? make dis world a better place. a happier leow family wifout me a happier her wifout me? if yes, take dis pathetic shit life of mine. NOW
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10:12:00 p. m.
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