words;
abouts;
shits;
rivermaya
close your eyes,
dry your tears.
cos when nothing seems clear,
u'll be safe here.
when the light disappears,
and when this world's insincere,
u'll be safe here.
when nobody hears you scream,
i'll scream with you.
u'll be safe here
when no one understands,
i'll believe.
u'll be safe..
u'll be safe..
u'll be safe here.
put your heart in my hands,
u'll be safe here..
miércoles, abril 25, 2007
my father's friend (also the owner of the coffeeshop downstairs) have been asking me relationship questions. he did it when i went to the airport to drive em back and also today when i saw him downstairs. weird shit. i dun really know him ands he bugging me with these questions. asking me to go get a girl n fool around etc.
im too lazy to do dat. takes up time, energy and money. lazy la. i rather leave it to fate. haha. but i rather strike a windfall and get my car 1st before anything else. plans:
group 1:
335i e93.
balance 50/50 w/ mom.
psycho them to move to a bigger hdb where theres space for a pool table.
get pool table + equipment + upgrades.
get dj-ing equipments.
group 2:
daihatsu copen/2nd hand rx-7
balance 50/50 w/ mom.
cram a pool table somewhere + equipment + upgrades.
sometimes its frustrating talking to my mother. she might ask questions over n over again. and i get pissed easily when i have to repeat stuffs over n over again. but then again, she can be a very nice person to talk to. another thing about her is her assumption problem. its a problem because her assumptions are all very negative n pessimistic. i get pissed very very easily if she assumes i did some shit which i did not. i will scream at her if i cant control myself, no shit. but of course, i love her.
i've been thinking about my future job. sales, maybe. it related job, its my interest but i cant sit still and face the computer all day. maybe join the police? 2.9k starting pay sounds ok, after i get the james cook fast track shit.
i think im alot like my father, though we dun talk alot. obstinate, impatient, lazy, dun enjoy partying. smokes. and if i join the force, same job too.
funny. i need to be more hardworking. i need to get my gpa back to 3+. i want my cert of merit. i want to enter the university. i want to earn big bucks. i want to get my beautiful convertible. i want to live a good life. fuck u derrick, time to fucking wake up.
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