words;
abouts;
shits;
rivermaya
close your eyes,
dry your tears.
cos when nothing seems clear,
u'll be safe here.
when the light disappears,
and when this world's insincere,
u'll be safe here.
when nobody hears you scream,
i'll scream with you.
u'll be safe here
when no one understands,
i'll believe.
u'll be safe..
u'll be safe..
u'll be safe here.
put your heart in my hands,
u'll be safe here..
martes, junio 12, 2007
yesterday went town w/ ben n jov. jalan jalan, gss wad. but im broke. so didnt get anything much. later on we went pf. so sad la. the girl wasnt working. sighs. hahaha!
a recent convo w/ elaine sparked some thoughts. i've been such a failure at relationships. maybe because i tried too hard in the past. well maybe now im too tired to try, or maybe to scared to try.
its getting harder and harder to communicate with my mother. yes shes the closer parent. but now, i dunno. sometimes when i ask her or talk to her, her replies would be in screams. i didnt even do anything la! this house is beginning to become not like a home. i used to that if i struck toto, i'll give her half. but now, i'd rather get a place of my own outside and avoid her as much as i can. sighs.
one thing i shld nv do again is to think of stuffs jus before i sleep. i always end up suffering from insomnia. clear my mind, fuck the world, sleep, no thinking.
checked out @..
10:32:00 p. m.
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la selecci�n;
fernando alonso;
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